It's been a while.

Recently, I have been at Reading with internet mates, Deviant and Ciber and my good old friend Andrew, previous housemate.

I've also been at a party last Monday night. I was absoultely drunk by the end of it.

At one point, a girl dressed as a nurse wanted my green and yellow scarf fluffy thing. I said "No", s she undid my trousers, pulled them down, pulled my boxers down to my ankles so I was properly exposed for someone else to realise and take photos.

Mad.

But a very good night, I really enjoyed it. Especially the talking I did with certain persons.

Since then I've had a night over at Evil Rich and Allan's with Clare present (of course). It's great, they're such good people and I enjoy their company lots. Especially them turning up random out of the blue whilst I have noone else to talk to in real life.

Then today we gate crashed my Uni departments staff barbecue. Got some food, and tonnes of free drink. All very good. All very drunk.

But the reason I wanted to post was to somehow tell you all that MY MIND IS GOING INSANE. I recently posted about something I can't talk about, and that bothers me. Those thoughts won't go away and it pisses me off.

And to be honest, you'll only get upset if you ask me about them when you're not supposed to. So unless you're very brave I wouldn't ask me about them or I'll open up and perhaps hurt you.

Damn me. Damn me hard. Christ sake.

But I suppose a nice good news today is that my work work's project has just been signed with AOL for a 12 month contact. Which is fantastic for the CV and stuff. I'm well happy about that.

Off to Hitchin this weekend. Really really looking forward to it.... Talk to you all soon.